Heartbroken

I have been getting mixed messages from Susie for ages, virtually since day 1. Although our relationship has been growing steadily and we have slowly been getting closer, she has on various occasions mentioned that she could not see us having a relationship.

Then yesterday, she asked if we should take a break. I panicked and laid out the options as I saw them :
*) Carry on as we were
*) Just be friends
*) Take a break and don't see each other for a while
*) Stop seeing each other completely
*) Jump into bed together and see what happens.

Contrary to what you might think, I suggested the first option. As I saw it, it left all options open and left me with the chance of salvaging the relationship. It also left her with an undiminished level of confusion.

She chose option 4, and said we should not see each other any more. I was completely devastated! The woman I love so much was breaking up with me. I have been a complete idiot! I have cocked up a relationship with limitless potential by putting too much pressure on her. I feel so stupid!!

My only faint ray of hope is that she finished off her email to me with:
"Maybe we can talk in a day or two if that is helpful."

I wonder whether all she really wants is some space. To think without pressure from me. If I thought it would do any good, I would pray that she contacts me again. I daren't contact her. At least not yet.