"Maybe"

Quite a day.

I arranged to go to L's place for sex tonight, but then got blown off because she had a prior engagement..... a pub quiz night!! I'm hurt.

I had an email conversation with Mel, who admitted that she still cares for me, but doesn't love me. So why did she dump me again? Oh Boy! So we agreed that "maybe" we could start again when G goes back to live with his mother. I am not holding my breath.

I had a delightful 48-minute conversation with a new girl from the dating site. She turned down an offer of a chat on msn, but gave me her mobile number so I called her this evening. She sounds really nice. I said I will call again soon. I will.

I also got a letter from Mary. A NICE ONE! Yes, that is worth noting in capital letters because it's the first letter I have ever received from her which contains a 'thank you' and four 'sorry's. She is being NICE! At last! There is, after all, some hope that we may be at least civil to each other from now on.