I have given up on Mel. I have finally realised that we are not meant to be together. Even if she did agree to put her feelings about G aside, she is still too wrapped up in her own problems to actually devote much time to a relationship. She will be starting a new job in London soon, she has a 19-year old daughter (and her boyfriend) who live with her and they are both bone idle lazy and don't pay anything towards the rent. It was hardly any wonder that she didn't want to know how much baggage I am carrying around.
In the meantime, after our erotically-charged text conversation on Monday, L and I have arranged to spend this afternoon together. Well, a few hours of it at least. G is away visiting his mother and L's daughter is away, too. Her 'no strings?' comment on Monday suggests that we could be friends with benefits / fuck buddies / whatever. And that's okay with me at the moment. I enjoyed the emotional attachment I had with Mel for a while, but it would also be nice not to have to worry so much about the relationship, and focus instead on having fun.
Update to follow later.
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