BAD.

I did something BAD the other day.

I left work early (very early), drove to L's place and spent two hours in her bed. Oh, sure, the first twenty minutes were spent in the back garden chatting, but soon she led me upstairs and we got into bed. Pretty soon our clothes littered the bedroom floor and we were touching and feeling each others most intimate places. Yes, with the radio playing in the background.

She took me expertly in her mouth, and said she really enjoyed it. I reciprocated, and finally she straddled my face, and while sucking furiously on me, she bucked her hips against my flickering tongue to a shuddering orgasm. We lay back on the pillows to cuddle for a while before she got me hard again (it's not difficult), I rolled on a condom and entered her.

On a purely physical level it felt good. Really good. But emotionally there was nothing. I like this woman. She is a good friend, but we will never be anything more than we are now. Fuck Buddies.